IBD HELL

I've been following the doc's orders as though he were a god. Unfortunately he is not a very kind and merciful god. Still regretting this decision to have the ostomy removed. I have been posting on a couple of boards about this, trying to get some help. IBDsucks.org is a good site that I have been apart of for the last few years. But none of the boards have magic wands to wave, sadly. I feel horrible again today, as well as tired. Still drinking tons of water and gatorade to thwart off the dehydration. Should be drinking vodka and gin to make this bearable. Seriously, probably not a great idea. And I have the MAPP meeting tonight. I can't wait. ;) Not only did I miss a week of class, but I will have to figure out how to be present for 3 hours, and not in the temple. Crappy day all around. Ha! Sense of humor still intact. One other problem that I am having is hunger pains. But if I eat, then I will be miserable. Options are limited to bad-worse. Okay, off to pray. Think happy thoughts for me and my guts please. Beth