Another day in paradise

Okay, today will be different. Tonight I will have no pain after eating dinner. I've done my daily penance. I took my twenty odd pills that promise to cure my bleeding ulcers, my intestinal inflammation, and my other symptoms of my various disorders. I will be fine. Does anyone know what fine stands for? If not, you really should ask someone. I ate a perfectly normal dinner and am feeling blah again! Last night I ate some veggies. They caused problems. I was up til 2 last night. I only went to sleep then bc I took some sleep meds. Tonight, once again, I feel like crapola. I am tossing back tums like they are made of chocolate (and sadly they do not come in any chocolate flavor that I am aware of). And even more pathetic, if possible, I am watching the Bachelor in Paris. Yeah. What is even worse is that a poor young woman, formally full of potential to lead a productive life, has said publicly, on national tele, " I am a smitten kitten." Even if she finds a cure for every chronic illness known to man, I believe that she will always be known as the "smitten kitten" from Bachelor- Paris. Yep, I could be her. It actually could be worse. Well, time for more meds and hopefully some sleep soon. Night all! Beth